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The Royal Wedding, my dream and “The Candlelight Club”

Published May 19, 2018 by Laura Crean Author

I had a dream on Wednesday night and I posted it to my Facebook page and then each time I went online I seemed to find something else to add to my observations of it. So here we go, I have decided to share it here and yes, more came to me and has been added.

I spent my day off Wednesday preparing for Children’s church on Sunday and so I think that has a lot to do with this great dream I had Wednesday night. Anyway I thought I would share it.

I dreamed I was at a big fancy hotel somewhere where an event like an awards ceremony or something was going on, like the Oscars or something and the place was filled with celebrities of all kinds; actors, producers, musicians, artists etc. and their families were also staying with them.

One night a group of the children of these celebrities were bored and wandered around the hotel looking for something to do. They all sort of stumbled together in a vacant area and met me lol – we all got chatting and I realised they all had issues of feeling in the background- being in the shadow of their celebrity relatives’ fame and talent – and all felt lost, hopeless, useless and had no purpose in life.

I told them all that God loved them all and had made them all with their own gifts and unique talents and had a plan and a purpose for them all.

I said: ¬†“God has brought you all together for a reason. He wants you to shine your little lights in the darkness of Hollywood and spread his light and love round through your own gifts. Having money and a family name is all well and good but what joy do you have in your lives? Jesus wants you to have his joy and use those God given gifts and the gifts the Holy Spirit wants to give you through Jesus to give you a purpose of your own.”

And all these children who were related to famous people like Michael Jackson, Will Smith and other famous people were just dying to show me what they could do. And each of them were happy to make friends with each other and were happy because they knew what Jesus had done for them.

I called the club the Candlelight Club because they all had their own little light to shine and their families came and saw the fruits of their gifts and just what they had to share with the World for good.

I woke up thinking what a positive dream it was. It doesn’t matter what your past is, or who your family is or what troubles you – Jesus wants you to be a light for the World and shine. He can give you that joy and purpose again.

Whoever you are let Jesus find you in the dark place where you are lost and lonely and looking for purpose – Reach out and be a part of something bigger than your past, your failures, your anxieties and he will bring you into a new life; a life worthy of you for who you are not for what others think you are.

Anyway I wanted to share – and thank God for such a cool dream and vision. Wouldn’t it be lovely to see the next generation in Hollywood living for a brighter future, using their gifts and privileges to spread light…

First amendment to dream observations:-

I just had a thought. I was wondering why the names of Will Smith and Michael Jackson came to me as part of this dream and usually names have some significance- I was thinking “Will” and Jack “son” so maybe the will of the son. Which has 2 significant meanings in this dream – firstly that we each have a purpose in the will of Jesus (the son) but also that each child in this dream has their own will and purpose apart from their parents or famous relatives – well I know the dream is for me too and I am comforted at the thought of letting my little light shine. I’ve had that song in my head all day lol – This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine!

Second amendment to dream observations:-

I’ve just realised Jackson- “Jack” -Union Jack ūüá¨ūüáß- Britain- son of Britain- could also relate to the royal Wedding as well – cool!

Third amendment to dream observations:-

I am also seeing the black actors in Hollywood theme here and linking that to Megan – how deep does the rabbit hole go?

Ok Fourth amendment to dream observations:-

These are today’s new observations, as the Royal wedding buzz is on. ¬†I keep thinking of Prince Harry and Megan and how ¬†these symbolic images relating to my dream keep popping into my head. Today I was thinking about the black celebrities ¬†theme in my dream and ¬†2 things came to me- first of all how important a symbol Megan is now as a new member of the Royal family, a new generation of Royals but also this link with a new generation of celebrity both in the United Kingdom and the United States of America and specifically Hollywood, which has the biggest influence on our children and the next generation.

So I feel, in this way God is laying a message for her about her responsibilities to be a shining light across the board – no pressure Megan, I mean that. I think she should be herself, use her gifts as a celebrity to do good.

The second black theme I see is for Harry. ¬†You see as we are all “sheep” in God’s fold as it were and I see ¬†Harry as a bit of a “black sheep” in his family . ¬†I don’t mean it in a bad way. I think he is like a breath of fresh air, a bit of a rebel. He does what he feels is the right things for him and I believe that is why this dream is for him. ¬†I believe God is using his unique gifts for the greater good and Harry should continue to be a shining light for the next generation and continue to stand out in his family.

I also think the ¬†“Jack” symbol in the dream could stand for “jack of all trades” that he has many gifts to share and his Father should be very proud of him. ¬†He really stands out as an ambassador for the younger generation and I think he will continue to do so, with his work with children, with the invictus games and with Megan’s connections in Hollywood.

Ok I just had another thought; the Candlelight Club could also be a tribute to Diana – thinking of the “candle in the wind” song tribute from Elton John – So yeah, be a light, a candle Harry, just like your Mum!

Who would have thought one little dream would make me think of so many different things going on in my life and in the World Рso cool!  Hope my little dream ramblings inspire someone else to ask :

“How can I be a shining light in the world? ¬†What gifts has God given me to share with others?”

Why don’t you invite Jesus into your life and let him give you the gift of the Holy Spirit living inside you to realise your purpose in him today.

God bless and love and light to you all. ¬† ‚̧Laura‚̧



Camp Dream 28th Feb

Published February 28, 2016 by Laura Crean Author


I know it seems I’m only posting dreams at the moment but I have always had such vivid dreams and they have always ¬†been an important part of my subconscious and spiritual life. ¬†Therefore in the absence of time and inspiration for creative writing, sharing my dreams and my spiritual life seems to be the obvious thing to do.

Last night or rather this morning I had a dream that started out like any other dream but ended with a spiritual dimension which made me wonder about the meaning of the whole dream.

I was going on a trip and at first I didn’t know where I was going and actually there was some strange goings on at the beginning with the transport but I can’t remember that part of the dream.

Then eventually after some travelling and some kind of adventure on the way that I can’t remember, I arrived at a camp site. ¬†It was a family camp site and I had children with me – I think they were my children but I’m not entirely sure. ¬†I know there was some trouble putting up the tent, there was some rain which also made it difficult but I think we had a camper van as well to use as a main area. ¬†Also during the setting up period there were 2 tigers roaming the camp site and we had to stay in the camper van at that point.

Then I remember the children waking up really early, actually in the middle of the night Рabout 1am and they invaded the swimming pool. All the children took over the pool and turned on all these sprays of hot water.  And the water in the pool went weird, like jelly.  But the children were all having a great time together in this pool.

Then the parents tried to get the children out of the pool but they had no control over them so they set up a large tent outside the pool that the children had to go through to get out and then they all sat around in there and organised bible studies while the children were in the pool.  The adults were having a great old time, sitting around drinking tea and chatting and really enjoying studying the bible together.

The parents also took down all their own tents and set up one large tent outside so that when the children went to go back to their own tents they only had this one large tent to go to.

The bible studies the parents were having were all based on books from the bible that don’t exist. ¬†There were quite a few that I don’t remember but the ones I do remember seeing in the contents page and while people were flicking through their bibles were called ‘America’ ‘Judgement and Retribution’ and ‘Titius’. ¬†I remember saying to the people in the meeting that those weren’t real books from the bible. ¬†And a lady said they were and they were all in the back after Revelation. ¬†I said I had never heard of them but I flicked through my bible and there they were. ¬†then just before I woke up I heard one more book being spoken and it was Habakkuk, the only real book out of them. ¬†As I stepped out of the bible studies tent there was an earthquake which I remember thinking was very strange because we don’t get them in the UK.

After I woke up the first thing I did was write down the strange names and one jumped out at me – Titius – because it made me think of Timaeus and Critias (I think that’s how you spell it but I could be wrong). ¬†It seemed ¬†like a Roman name to me and it turned out that there was a Roman politician called Titius. ¬†Anyway I need to go away and think about this dream some more but if anyone wants to comment, offer interpretation or any observations I would be really interested.


Dream of 1st November 2015 ‚Äď 4.20 AM (ish)

Published November 6, 2015 by Laura Crean Author

We are all Human Beings having an experience ‚Äď an experience of ‚Äėbeing‚Äô– and we are all free ‚Äďthinking individuals with the ability to put those thoughts into a symbolic representation through sound ‚Äď i.e. the spoken word.¬† And in some countries we are told we have ‚Äúfreedom of speech‚ÄĚ.¬† But in today‚Äôs world we are living in an illusion of freedom, because we are not free to speak those thoughts without fear of ridicule, condemnation or persecution…

…Last Saturday night, or rather early Sunday morning¬†I had a dream.¬† And in that dream a debate was taking place in a public space, and it was being filmed for television.¬† It was between several scientific leading authorities.¬† The chair person asked each of them to put forward their point of view ‚Äď of course ‚Äď the nature of a debate ‚Äď and each gave a very eloquent and rather complicated version of their scientific viewpoint on how they experience the universe through their own ‚Äúscientific‚ÄĚ understanding.

I stepped forward and began to articulate my own viewpoint and with my eyes closed I spoke of the love of God, and his love and my consciousness meeting in an inside space not in an outside space.¬† The chair of the debate threw out my comments and said they were not relevant to the debate.¬† I said that a debate by its very nature must accept different viewpoints, but how could there be a debate when ALL the viewpoints are from only one perspective ‚Äď the ‚Äúscientific‚ÄĚ perspective?¬† There may be many arguments but at the end of the day all the arguments were from the same scientific viewpoint.¬† I said that I was still a human being having an experience of ‚Äúbeing‚ÄĚ in the universe.¬† I am free-thinking and have the ability to articulate those experiences, so why should my thoughts, my experience, my understanding be any less worthy of a debate ‚Äď just because I haven‚Äôt had the same ‚Äúeducation‚ÄĚ or got the same ‚Äúdegrees‚ÄĚ as another person? She said that it was just not how we did things and that my point of view would not be shown on the television.

As I came out of the debate and out of the dream, God spoke to me and said: ‚ÄúWrite this down…‚ÄĚ

…Humanity is on the brink of an evolution in understanding ‚Äď an awakening of awareness.¬† And that awareness is that Space is not just about what science dictates it is ‚Äď Space is not the Universe, the Universe is more than just space ‚Äď it is consciousness, it is the love energy of God, it is a gift given to everyone to experience individually but to share together.¬† And no one person or group of people should dictate to others about how they should experience or share their experience of ‚Äúbeing‚ÄĚ in the universe, because by putting the universe in a box, they are putting people in a box and that box is like a prison for the mind.¬† It is time for the mind to be set free…

Dream Blog – The Bear and the Lion

Published October 15, 2015 by Laura Crean Author


Ok so this dream is a couple of weeks old but I thought I would post it as a little update because it keeps popping into my head. I was in some kind of police station to start with and for some reason I went into the toilet and there were 3 cute bear cubs just playing and then I opened one of the toilet cubicles and there was the mother bear, so of course I ran out of a side entrance and stood at the back door at what now just looked like a school hall. ¬†The other side of which was another glass door. ¬†Suddenly from my vantage point, looking in through the first glass door, seeing across the hall to the other glass door, I could see a lion about to pounce on a man. ¬†I stood there shouting and pounding on the door trying to get the man’s attention, but of course not being able to – and then the lion pounced and completely tore the man to pieces, devouring him. ¬†I was just horrified and suddenly other people there with me were also horrified and we all started trying to predict where ¬†the animals were and running around trying to hide from them. ¬†It appeared then that the setting for the dream was something like a zoo enclosure – or more¬†like a petting zoo. ¬†Sometimes we would hide in trees or just try to shut ourselves in the fenced off areas. ¬†I soon realized that wouldn’t stop the lion if it got too close.

So there you go, one of my more recent dreams.  Maybe if I write them on here they will stop popping into my head every five minutes.

21st October 2015

I thought I would have a look and see what references I could find to a bear and a lion in the bible and this is what I found.  Anybody like to offer any pearls of wisdom in this matter?

But David said to Saul, “Your servant has been keeping his father’s sheep. When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep from the flock, (1Samuel 17:34)

Your servant has killed both the lion and the bear; this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, because he has defied the armies of the living God. (1Samuel 17:36)

The Lord who rescued me from the paw of the lion and¬†the paw of the bear will rescue me from the hand of this Philistine.‚ÄĚ Saul said to David, ‚ÄúGo, and the Lord¬†be with you.‚ÄĚ (1Samuel 17:37)

The cow will feed with the bear, their young will lie down together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox. (Isaiah 11:7)

Like a bear robbed of her cubs, I will attack them and¬†rip them open; like a lion I will devour them‚ÄĒ a wild animal will tear them apart. (Hosea 13:8)

It will be as though a man fled from a lion only to meet a bear, as though he entered his house and rested his hand on the wall only to have a snake bite him. (Amos 5:19)

The beast I saw resembled a leopard, but had feet like those of a bear and a mouth like that of a lion. The dragon gave the beast his power and his throne and great authority. (Revelations 13:2)

It all sounds very violent – who is the bear and who is the lion?

I thought the dream might be warning me not to be devoured by the world!


Space Between the Universes – “It’s Time to Wake up!”

Published October 14, 2015 by Laura Crean Author

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It’s been so long since I visited our beach. ¬†This lonely place of dreams and visions. ¬†The moon is staring down at me – again! ¬†Taunting, mocking, laughing at my innocence. ¬†I try to remember my journey. ¬†How I got here. ¬†Have I ever really moved? ¬†I stood on the shoreline and looked as far as I could see. ¬†Why did I always end up here? ¬†I looked and looked at the horizon. ¬†What was out there? ¬†I followed the line to the left and then to the right. ¬†Just an endless sea – still quiet, still calm. ¬†I sat down and looked back at the moon. ¬†It winked at me. ¬†And as I blinked, there he was, standing looking down ¬†at me, smiling the most beautiful smile I had ever seen, that lit up his face and gave his eye a twinkle that seemed to give¬†his whole presence an air of gentle grace.

“I’m glad to see you again.” ¬†He said¬†softly and sat down next to me on the warm sand. ¬†“I was wondering when you’d be back.”

“I’ve been busy.” ¬†I said.

“I know.” ¬†He replied, “So have I.”

“why are you here?” ¬†He suddenly asked. ¬†His now gentle smile curling ever so slightly.

I hadn’t expected that question. ¬†“I don’t know” ¬†I replied, “I suppose it is because I have too many questions. ¬†Too many! ¬†Why am I so confused?”

My Lord sighed and nodded. ¬†“Of course you’re confused. ¬†Your universe is full of strange contradictions and theories ¬†that don’t quite add up. ¬†I have tried to reach you – I have given you everything you need to see the truth clearly…

…I looked at the moon again…

…”but you always complicate matters by looking in the wrong direction. ¬†Stop looking up and fix your eyes on me.” ¬†He said gently. ¬†I took my eyes off of the moon and looked back at Jesus. ¬†His gentle smile turned to calm concern. ¬†“It’s time.” ¬†He said after a short pause.

“Time for what?” ¬†I asked him.

“It’s time to wake up. ¬†You can’t keep coming here. ¬†It’s such a lonely place. ¬†Now – I want to give you a gift.”

“But I like coming here.” ¬†I whispered.” ¬†He nodded and then bent down and scooped up a handful of sand, which trickled through his fingers.

“But I didn’t create this universe – you did. ¬†The universe I created for you is so special. ¬†Made just for you – perfect for all your needs.” ¬†He cupped his hands around the sand in his hand, making a ball and shook the contents and when ¬†he opened his hands again, he held another bubble. ¬†But this one was different from the rest. ¬†It didn’t float delicately in the air. ¬†It was solid, sitting in the palm of his hand. ¬†Inside the bubble I could see a strange ¬†image of the Earth; not as a globe but as a disc, so that I was looking down at it flat – spread out like a two dimensional map, with all the continents in the middle and a ring of sea around the edge and then ice and snow around that, until it touched the sides of the bubble. ¬†In the top part of the bubble were clouds and the sun, moon and stars. ¬†In the bottom of the bubble, just darkness. ¬†I couldn’t understand why he was showing me such a distorted image of the universe.

I shook my head in my confusion. ¬†“Why are you showing me a flat Earth?”

Jesus got up and dusted himself down. ¬†He walked around me, holding the bubble on his palm and looking at it curiously. ¬†“Hold out your hand!” ¬†He commanded, and as I did so, he placed the bubble in it. ¬†It was solid, like glass! ¬†I looked down at the strange disc-like Earth and had a sudden image of Terry Pratchett’s Disc World, riding on the back of a turtle. ¬†It just didn’t make sense.

“Have you had enough time exploring in this place now? ¬†You know that your mind has the free will wander wherever it wishes and I don’t ever want you to stop dreaming. ¬†Keep creating – it is in your nature ¬†to do so. ¬†But it is time to stop looking up and set your eyes on the Earth. ¬†There is enough to think about with your feet set on solid ground

“your universe is so small. ¬†Look around you. ¬†These are your neighbours – get to know one another again. ¬†Talk to each other, help each other. ¬†Stop polluting this delicate system – see how enclosed your Earth is? ¬†How will you escape when you have destroyed all you can see? ¬†I have given you a gift – take care of it. ¬†It is enough for now.” ¬†He took the glass universe back and said to me: ¬†“this one belongs to me. ¬†All the other universes are of no consequence to you; they float on the wind, or bob on the sea, they hide in the cracks and break all too easily – this universe is strong and the only one that matters – perfect because I have made it for you.

“Can I come back and see you again?” ¬†I asked him.

“We’ll see.” ¬†He said. ¬†“Next time I might just come for you. ¬†So do all I have said and live your life to the fullest. ¬†Remember that I love you. ¬†Now love your neighbours and take care of the Earth. ¬†Stop worrying and remember who is holding the universe in his hands. ¬†And I will see you soon.”


Published October 8, 2015 by Laura Crean Author


Something has changed!

I opened my eyes this morning and something has changed;


Vision clearing…

…There’s something wrong with the picture on the wall –

Is it crooked?


Something has changed!

No matter how hard I try I cannot straighten it;

It won’t go back to the way it was before.

Perspective’s altered.


Eyes straining.

What is it?

What is wrong with the picture?

It has always been there.

It hasn’t moved.

Why has it changed?

It doesn’t make sense!

Who is the artist?

What is he trying to tell me?


Look deeper!

Look with different eyes.

Look at it from above, from the side,

follow the lines, join the dots.


Who told me it was meant to be viewed that way?

Was it the shop-keeper?

He sold me a lie!

I have been looking at it from the wrong angle for all these years;

Better to see with the eyes of the artist.


Now I see.

The painting hasn’t changed;

I have!

© Copyright 2015 Laura Crean

Dream Diary – A very personal dream about the 2nd coming of Jesus Christ

Published July 7, 2015 by Laura Crean Author

Well this was a difficult dream to experience and it’s a truly emotional one to record and publish.

I dreamed I was with my ex husband and we were back together, which is not likely as we are happily divorced and he has a new life with his new family, but anyway in the dream we were together again. ¬†There was actually quite a lot going on in this dream before the bit I’m recording but most of it faded quickly and I don’t think it was too important. I remember at one point there was a book signing event and some very strange scenes with giant insects. ¬†Anyway – at the end of the dream we were in a car and it was early evening and the stars were all out, it was a beautiful clear night and as I stepped out of the car I was admiring how bright and full the canopy of stars was when suddenly one star got brighter and then turned into a dove, which flew down to Earth in my sight, and then all the stars, one by one, started to just blink out of existence. ¬†I was standing half in and half out of the car, so I leaped out of the car and ran with my ex husband into where my parents were and everyone started panicking and I started screaming at everyone, “It’s happening – Jesus is coming!” ¬†and my ex husband was saying in a stunned voice “Can you pray with me?” and my Mum looked really panicked and scared and started shouting at me – “Why didn’t you tell me he was real and really going to come?” I said: “I did!” Choking back tears and my Dad was saying quietly, “What do we do?”

So by this time I’m really scared for everyone who doesn’t know Jesus and doesn’t know about him and I start shouting: “You need to call out to him NOW! ¬†Quickly – call out to Jesus ¬†and tell him you believe in him, confess your sins to him, tell him how sorry you are, thank him for dying on the cross for your sins and ask him to save you now!”

And they all just stood there staring at me, and I’m panicking as all the stars are continuing to disappear. ¬†Then suddenly, quite bizarrely, as the last stars blink out, instead of going dark it becomes really, very bright, brighter by far than the day and I start praying FOR them and¬†demanding: “Pray WITH me!” ¬†But one lady starts scoffing ¬†and telling my Mother lies about Jesus and I’m weeping and trying to pray really loud to drown her out. ¬†And then my Mother turns into a little girl as she tries to pray but doesn’t understand and they don’t KNOW Jesus and say weird and terrible things about him, even though they are trying to pray – they are praying for the wrong reasons and they don’t know what they are saying and aren’t really believing the truth of the situation they are in. ¬†I start really, really praying and asking God to please forgive them because they don’t understand and they just don’t realize what they are saying and then I wake up really weeping into my pillow.

I can still feel the absolute awe of what was happening – everyone was amazed and terrified at what was happening. ¬†One part of me was silently praising Jesus for his return but my heart was just breaking and my fear was for my family not knowing Jesus and not understanding what was about to happen. ¬†I’m still literally in shock about this dream, I was shaking for ages after woulds. ¬†The emotions of this dream were the hardest I have ever endured. ¬†I don’t know how my family would take this dream if they read this and that’s hard too.

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