I haven’t posted any dream interpretations in here for a while so today seems the perfect time to do that because it is related to my posts on Divine Symbology https://lauracrean.wordpress.com/2015/03/29/my-research-into-symbolism-and-a-personal-epiphany-on-divine-symbology/ I am posting this alongside those posts because I thought it was important to do so. I don’t know if anyone gets anything out of all this other than me. I can understand that I probably come across as a bit strange, but this is my way of understanding my own thought processes and I like to share it all because you never know when you might connect with someone else who has similar thoughts. We all need others to relate to us don’t we?
I have to say that when I woke up at 4am this morning on the tail end of this dream, my initial thoughts were that it was a really scary dream. I thought to myself “No! That’s horrible Why would I be dreaming such a thing? But now I have looked at the symbolism behind it it makes sense to me. So now I will write the dream and then the interpretation.
I was in my house (that wasn’t my actual house but in the dream it was my house) and I heard a noise coming from the chimney. It was a baby girl about a year old. Anyway, for some strange reason it terrified me that she was there and I tried to kill her by striking at her chest with a hollow metal pipe, which left a circular impression in her chest. I thought she was dead and I was horrified that I had killed her. I threw the bloody pipe in the bin and then tried to wrap up her body in a sheet and was contemplating how I was going to dispose of the body when I realised that she was actually alive. At first I was horrified that she was alive and possibly suffering but couldn’t imagine myself now killing her again to stop the suffering, so I wondered how I was going to get her back to her mother to be healed and get away with her attempted murder. And then I thought I would just say that when she fell down the chimney she had landed on the pipe that was propped up there and that is how she got the injury.
I was sick with guilt of what I had done and her pain but I didn’t want her to die. I carefully wrapped her and held her close to me saying I was sorry over and over to her and that I knew what I had done was evil and that I loved her and hoped she could forgive me one day. I knew she was too young to talk properly and didn’t think she would tell her mother what had really happened. I carried her round to the house next door to tell her mother she had fallen down my chimney and found the house unexpectedly unaware of her disappearance. The old man that was supposed to be watching her had fallen asleep and he blamed another younger man who was in his own room doing his own thing. I could see the fire guard pushed out of the way, so I could see how the child had gotten to her chimney and crawled up it and then fallen down into mine.
The mother came home at that point and I told her we needed to get the little girl to the hospital quickly because of what had happened. I told her she was fine (and she was, she was awake and aware and the injury wasn’t as severe as I had at first thought) but you could see the circular injury made by the pipe. Obviously horrified and in shock, the mother ushered me to the car so we could drive straight to the hospital. I just held on tight, cuddling and comforting her all the way to the hospital and then the mother took her and she was put into a hospital bed. I turned to leave happy that she was OK and was being cared for now and getting treatment and that she would make a full recovery, when all of a sudden she fell out of bed and died. I remember feeling absolute horror and knew that I had killed her; I was absolutely sick with guilt and woke up crying thinking “No! God, why would you show me this in a dream?” I just lay there thinking no.1 what a horrible, horrible dream and no.2 Thank God it was only a dream and I hadn’t really just committed a murder of an innocent child in cold blood.
A Tentative attempt at an interpretation
The first thing that struck me was the fact that my investigations into symbolism yesterday had led me to the conclusion that the circle represents God, so the circle shaped incision in the girl’s chest just screamed out at me that it represented God and the fact that it was over her heart must represent’s God’s love – to me the heart, the heart chakra represents Jesus.
The pipe and the chimney are both interesting symbolic images. The house is always the self, so the chimney can be seen as an extension of the self, a channel for cleansing (think of smoke going up a chimney). However the child (that vulnerable, innocent aspect of myself) went both up her chimney and then down into mine. To me this could be seen as a transition of channelling new aspects of myself. By killing the child I am attempting to kill off old attitudes. However I think it is like dying and being born again at the same time.
The pipe represents a conductor of energy (think of each being as like a pipe with energy flowing through them) it represents the ability to tap higher levels of power and connect conscious and unconscious aspects of self. In the context of this dream I see it as God stamping himself (his image – as represented by the circle) into my heart – therefore awakening me to accepting Jesus into my life anew as my new attitude or an awakening or affirming attitude. It is like God saying to me – you are killing off old attitudes through me. But the child continuing to live at that time, even with the circular injury (God’s mark) and I think this was Jesus’s way of telling me he is the ‘living God’ and he is living in me, in my heart.
The fact of the girl dying in the end was I believe God telling me that the old me (my attitudes and my sins) are now dead. The hospital represents a healing centre. There were 3 buildings or houses in this dream – the child’s, mine and the hospital. I think the hospital represents the House of God and so healing makes sense. Possibly they represent the 2 trilogies; Mind, Body and Spirit – Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
All the people in this dream of course represent aspects of myself. I think the old man represents the rational, intellectual, wise (knowledge based) aspect of my psyche. He was asleep, leading to the child (the innocent, vulnerable aspect) to escape. Perhaps those thoughts and attitudes that I had thought were wise were just holding me back, keeping me a prisoner (trying to rationalise everything). I was asleep and needed to be awakened and reborn as the baby (the chimney being the birth canal) Here is another trilogy – the old man, the young man and the baby girl. I’m not sure how the mother fits into this dream. I certainly took her baby away from her and felt nurturing towards her after the initial violent act. Maybe it is a way for me to nurture myself (self soothing) telling myself to stop beating myself up about everything and just accept God’s love and to love myself. I was glad the mother was driving to the hospital so that I could hold the child close to me in the car.
The car is my vehicle through life. I wasn’t sure how that related but considering that I was being driven to the hospital and since all the people in the car (another trilogy) – Mother, me, baby girl – were me – I was being taken to healing, to the House of God. All aspects here were feminine leaving the earlier male aspects behind. Now the feminine, intuitive, creative, spiritual aspects are being brought together in the hospital for God to tend to.
I hope that all makes sense to the reader and I hope you can see once again how powerful symbolic language is to connect us to the divine nature of the universe (it is God talking to us through symbolism – his divine language)
It’s been brought to my attention that the symbol of the pentacle could also be the symbol of the goddess Venus. I’m not sure but it just proves my point that different symbols mean different things to different people at different times. Symbols also seem to evolve over time. I may well add to this post as I discover more, when I have time. I thought I would add this following picture to illustrate both of these points.
I can see this post just growing and growing as I add more info relating to symbolism. I just found this and thought it was quite incredible so I am adding it here. Crop circles (another fascination of mine) may also make an appearance later on. I will not stop my investigations that appear as if they are usually fueled by coincidence and chance – I don’t want to miss anything that could be a divine message.
Here is why crop circles and symbolism fascinate me
Update – 30/03/2015
My take on Divine Symbology encompasses science and mathematics and perhaps when we look at the divine nature of God through the eyes of infinity through these symbols we may come to an understanding of other parts of reality such as time and space and alternate dimensions.
OK Next leap…
I think I can hear the angels singing
And at the centre of it all I can still see the cross, the heart of the whole, the om, heart chakra, love energy that leads back to Jesus – so Love is the centre of everything!
LOL Look what I just found:
In response to this thread on another site, someone just posted simply “Fairy tales”. This is my response to that – What are Fairy Tales? They are humanity making sense of the world through the narrative structure of stories – language – that most symbolic structure of all in humanity that helps us to transmit ideas – ideas that come from our imagination – what is imagination but the creative thought process that brings into creation that what once did not exist – WE create our reality and imagination is the most powerful tool humanity has. Might I just add to that that it is said that God has given us ‘Free Will’ – what is free will? To me it is the gift of imagination.
Update – my dream of last night 30th March 2015
OK so now I have established that all this symbolism points to God and God reaching out to us in love through Jesus Christ, who is the bridge, that point at which dimensions of time, space and the reality we find ourselves existing in interact. Jesus (everything that he represents which is basically LOVE – of God and God’s creation – us – loving ourselves and each other) is literally the Rainbow Bridge, the tunnel of light, the concept of the wormhole – he is the way, the truth, the life – the only way – to come to God, to live free, to live eternally, to escape sin and Satan. Who is Satan? Satan is the power that is dominating and enslaving humanity. The power behind everything that keeps humanity blind and stumbling around in chains of servitude – separated from each other and separated from the truth – and that power is a dark, hidden, deceitful entity that controls humanity through money, deception and fear – controlling us even as we don’t realize we are being controlled, like puppets, dancing to every step we are taught. We are born into an illusion that is fed through the media and through the very societal systems that we live in. How can we jump onto that bridge and cross over to freedom? By waking ourselves up to the truth, and the truth is we have to learn how to perceive reality as it truly is, we have to stop looking at the world through the rose tinted glasses of Satan’s illusion and focus in to a new reality, the reality that we can be free if we break the chains that bind us. But we cannot do that in the reality we are currently living in. We cannot be free whilst living in this reality and we need to come together and effect the change we want BEFORE Satan fully forms his NEW WORLD ORDER because then I fear it will be too late! The only way is to see that we are all connected from the very moment of creation. Every cell, every fiber of our being is linked to each other, to the Earth, to the cosmos and to God and that we are in fact from one original source. We are one body, one entity and by giving in to sin and to Satan it is only ourselves, that one body that we are hurting, killing actually. I don’t want to die I want to live and live in freedom – don’t you? So we need to become consciously awake as ONE consciousness not as individuals separately trying to stumble around and make a difference, we need to think together, act together and Love together. By acting and thinking as one entity, Satan will have nobody left to control. This is how that one sacrifice can make the difference – through Jesus we become that ONE body of love that CAN create a new reality.